if I had told my parents about my problems 4 or 5 years ago, everything would have been different
I can’t even say in words how fucking mad, disappointed I am. I don’t care about anything and I just want it all to be over, I need it to be over because I feel like I can’t breathe anymore.
I don’t care if I break ‘idontknow’ how many days of being clean because in the end it doesn’t matter anyway. I’m just done.